The World of my Own

I should my finga to a specialist today. I will be needing surgery to fix it. I have scheduled a surgery next thursday 4th of may 2006.The surgeon is the best in phoenix so i am not worried.Just a little scared, never been to a hospital before. But i have amazing friends around me so i am not worried that much. Hope it goes well...

My Team Taverners CC are the Arizona Cricket League Champs with record of 11-3. Now, it is the time for playoffs. I get to play my 1st match in the playoffs which happened to be the semifinals against Cavs Blue CC at Glendale, Arizona yesterday. I was so pumped up for that game that i was diving all around the place during fielding. One of these dives has resulted in a broken little finger in my left hand. It is all swollen up and stuff. I will post pictures later today. I did not get batting as our openers had a partnership of 185 and we won by 8 wickets. But sadly, my season is over without playing the finals. This is my 1st fracture and i will going to health centre after i finish work today.

Never thought it so difficult to study! It has almost 3 weeks now. I have not been able to concentrate on my research or my classes. I just cant seem to get motivated. I have a lot of time but i just cant seem to sit down and do it. For that matter, i cant seem enjoy doing nething for a long time. Be it studies, reading or work on my SAE project etc. I just feel so lazy. There were times i used to love to study and compete to be the best. where are those days, that vigour, what has made me change for the worse? I need answers and i need it fast. This must end. I dont know how but it must end and fast!

Last 2 weeks i have not been myself. Too many things on my mind. Cant think of anything to write But i will start writing again very soon. Ciao till then!